Monday, December 21, 2009
The Propspect of Home
Jesse said that “he's mint in the box, never been opened.” Why not? How come everyone else was opened? What is different about Andy’s love than the love that you would receive being admired from behind glass? I’ve asked a lot of questions and now, hopefully I can answer a few of them. First off, I do not think there is much difference from going to Tokyo and being admired from behind glass, and the admiration the Prospector had received because he has always been behind glass (or whatever that plastic film the covers the front of the box). The point is, he can only be admired for his looks (which aren’t great, mind you), for what he represents and stands for, and for being a member that made Woody a favorite play thing.... he has never been loved.
We cheer for Woody, the hero, and greatly desire him to win and gain victory over the Prospector, but the truth is, we are Prospectors. We are constantly pushing for the way in which think will make us feel the most loved. The only time that we emerge from our box is to stop the loved from finding the lover... because the lover is too good to be true. Andy treasures and cares for the toys, he gives them purpose and meaning, and in a way he is a God figure to them. The toys are there to bring pleasure to Andy and for Andy to love them. The Prospector can’t fathom this so his heart is set on being loved to some capacity and instead of being buried inside a cardboard box, meaningless without the presence of the rest of the gang, being stared at and “admired” from a distance is what the Prospector thinks is enough to fill his Andy-shaped hole.
Why do we feel a great victory when Andy and Jesse and Bullseye (who listen to the call of love) escape the villain ways of the Prospector? Because they are going home really home to the place where they belong.
Maybe this is all a big stretch, but I don’t think so. The Prospector even shares his own desire to be loved... he shared of his suffering as he sat on a “dime-store shelf watching every other toy being sold.” But not every owner picks and chooses and discards the unwanted, there are good owners like Andy. The Prospector was given an opportunity to be loved by Andy, but he did not trust his love. So, he became embittered toward Andy’s love for Woody and then, when Andy’s love was great enough to draw them back home, the Prospector would not have these toys, drawn by love, take away his opportunity to be loved (or distantly admired) in the way that he thought would make him fulfilled. And that is why we cheer in the end: for love that is stronger than any other, for purpose because of this love, and for a homecoming that is more beautiful than before because they conquered the fleeting fulfillment that this world tells us will satisfy.
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Christmas.
I've Gone and Done It.
All things bright and beautiful,
All creatures great and small,
All things wise and wonderful:
The Lord God made them all.
Each little flower that opens,
Each little bird that sings,
He made their glowing colors,
He made their tiny wings.
(Insert slew of other verses)
He gave us eyes to see them,
And lips that we might tell
How great is God Almighty,
Who has made all things well.
How refreshing to hear such specific praises with joy and thanksgiving in midst of such a pessimistic culture. This is one of my goals for this blog and the merry Christmas break seems like a perfect time to start! My friends, my hope is that, through the writing and sharing of my thoughts, opinions, and experiences, I will be able to think harder, articulate more clearly, express more beautifully, in a manner that will inspire myself and others to seek the cross of Jesus Christ ardently. I did not want to write a blog before now because I never enjoyed writing. I still do not enjoy writing but it has been on my heart that, whether or not I enjoy the task, I must practice practice practice writing and communicating persuasively, graciously, and with passion so that I may know how I ought to answer each person.
Merry Christmas!